complicated

i miss him...

i love him...

i'm so sry making those trouble..

i'm so sry...

today...

i'm so happy...

tat we can meet up for so long time..

it is a wonderful time for me...

we din meet up for ONE whole week...

obviously...

normal couple must meet up at least twice or 3 times a week...

^^

anyway,,,

today i hv a wonderful day with him...

bt...

things wont be so perfect...

sth happen...

we quarrel...

quarrel for some NUTS@@

haiz...

i dun lik the feeling...

everytime...

quarrel...

reali so tired...

i reali pissed off!!!

today...

the 1st time we shout so badly in front of each other...

i din listen real shout from him...

since i together with him...

is lik...

A new experience for me...

i reali shocked....

i cried so badly...

after he shout...

but..

i shout back too...

it was reali a fight between us...

actually i cant reali take it...

it happened in my car..

lovely myvi...

we both sitting inside the car,..

tis the 1st time..

i saw him cry...

he cry so loud..

so badly...

me too...

i cried lik nobody business...

can consider as...

stupid crazy ppl crying alll the way ....

i reali sad...

tat time..

T.T

suddenly sth happen to him,...

at first,,,

i din feel anything from him...

after sometimes...

he suddely breath so hardly...

i tot his was crying hardly...

i ask him get down from my car nw...

i beg him..

pls...

get down from my car...

he jz din give me any respond...

i tot he pretend nt to...

bt...

sth badly happen...

suddely with a weak voice...

he sadi :''give me water''

i was so shocked...

he cant breath!!!!

i was so afraid tat time...

tears cuming out again from my eyes...

i reali so scare...

i scare i will loss him...

i scare he will leave me alone...

i scare everything at the moment...

i jz dun dare to imagine wat happen next...

i jz hugging him all the time...

n cried...

i reali scare........

when he feel better...

i can feel he aso hv the same feling with me...

he scared too....

he scared he will jz go .....

OMG!!

can u imagine tat....

u nearly...

goin to the end of the world!!!!

OMG!!!

i reali cant accpet...

he was shivering all the time...

he was afraid he wil gone...

at tat moment...

i stoned...

stoning there....

for so long....

everthing appear in my mind...

i cant reali think wat i'm actually try to think about...

i feel....

so....

i reali dunno hw to explain my feeling...

tat moment...

was so...

UNPREDITABLE!!!

i reali shocked...

obviously...

i scared i wil loss him anyway...

coz...

i love him so much..

seriously is from the bottom of my heart...

i dunno why...

couple is lik tat..

maybe...

all...

or...

eventually...

all...

babe...

pls dun leave me...

i reeali scare...

u jz go...

n leave me alone...

nw...

i realized...

u r reali important to me...

i noe u wish me...

to take into consideration...

u r my 1st...

nw...

i reali und....

i can confirm...

u r my 1st..

babe...

i reali love u...

T.T....

tough life is UMPREDITABLE...

bt u can change ur life...

tis is a truth!!!

MAY GOB BLESS YOU ALL!!!

especially...

my dear...

stay healthy owes...

take care...

muaksssss.............