USELESS??!!!cant solve the problem

facebook...
a person commented on a girl..
u r sexy..

i nt sure..
whetehr i too sensitive..
i jz cant take it...
haiz...
jealous...
the main enemy...
cant i jz behave normal...
dun think so much...
arghhh!!!!

somemore..
is she sexy??
NOPe...i jz joking with her...

BUT...
WHY/???!!!!
if u think she is sexy anwyway...
why dun u jz tel me...
tel me tat she sexy..
why wan to lie at me...?!!!
u noe i hate ppl lie at me!!!

i dun mind u go make frends with those girlas...
i dun mind...
i can tel myselg no to mind tis boring things...
is lik..
non of my business....

haiz...
maybe i too senstive..
i jz dun wna quarel..
waste my time..

sad...
i dunno hw to express my feelng...
is lik so complicated...

kepp telling u r uselsss...
u dun und ur gf..
u dunno hw to care ur gf...
I A USELESS GUY!!!

do u think tis will solve the problem...
my dear..??!!
can u tel me....
plssss.............................................T.T

dun cry...dear...

today is friday..

OBVIOUSLY...

is 28-8-2009

as usual...
we having class today...
but...
today class till 1 pm onli...

then i goin home...
i mean going back hometown...
journey=3 hours...

p.s. i drive nt so fast today@@
normal time...2.30hours reach adi=)

anyway...
today at skul...
some inccident happen to my lovely frend...
some stupid picture...
appear in my other frend hp...

haiz...
tis picture...
is so...
lik..
dunno why those guys wan to ply with it...
izit fun??
i dun think so anyway...
taking pic on other pic butt...
izit nice???@@

weird ppl...
my dear frend cried becoz tat...
nt cry for no reason...
is cry for...
those guys wan to post it on FACEBOOK...
can u imagine tis???

OMG~~!!!@@

haiz...
anyway..
i scolded them...
nt in a strong voice...

they somemore say wan change target to make fun with...
n the person...
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=is ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

serioulsy...
i dunno wat happen to my classmate nowadyas...
yesterday some unhapi inceddent happen...
today somemore tis happen!!!

TO THE SAME PERSON@@

can u imagine tat..
the person willl feel damm sad??!!

y u all cant think properly when u do sth??
i reali dissapointed...
haiz...

26 August 2009 again

it was a terrible morning..

i was having stomach pain yesterday..

the previous 26 August 2009..

it was early in the morning...

reali early..

i cant sleep...

i dunno why...

when i statred to think of him...

i can feel...

arghhh!!!

tat feeling cum back again...

tat moment...

i cant forget..

haiz..

jz dun wan to talk bout it anymore..

today...

same thing goes around me..

stupid stomach pain!!!!

SO PAIN!!!!!

i nt sure whether is period..

or other things..

or jz normal stomach pain

n feel wan to shit...

OR...

maybe is MIXED@@

i nt sure...

jz feel so pain..

i din go skul today...

i skipped skul...

i became a bad student anyway..

reali bad on tat sense...

owes ponteng...

haiz...

my attendance SUCKS man..

reali sucks...

haiz..

dunno hw to describe myself adi..

anyway...

later hv text..

MORAL STUDIES@@

i cant fail tis test!!

i dun wan resit..

so suffer...

hope i can pass...

MAY

GOD

BLESS

ME

!!!

ALLELUYA!!

complicated

i miss him...

i love him...

i'm so sry making those trouble..

i'm so sry...

today...

i'm so happy...

tat we can meet up for so long time..

it is a wonderful time for me...

we din meet up for ONE whole week...

obviously...

normal couple must meet up at least twice or 3 times a week...

^^

anyway,,,

today i hv a wonderful day with him...

bt...

things wont be so perfect...

sth happen...

we quarrel...

quarrel for some NUTS@@

haiz...

i dun lik the feeling...

everytime...

quarrel...

reali so tired...

i reali pissed off!!!

today...

the 1st time we shout so badly in front of each other...

i din listen real shout from him...

since i together with him...

is lik...

A new experience for me...

i reali shocked....

i cried so badly...

after he shout...

but..

i shout back too...

it was reali a fight between us...

actually i cant reali take it...

it happened in my car..

lovely myvi...

we both sitting inside the car,..

tis the 1st time..

i saw him cry...

he cry so loud..

so badly...

me too...

i cried lik nobody business...

can consider as...

stupid crazy ppl crying alll the way ....

i reali sad...

tat time..

T.T

suddenly sth happen to him,...

at first,,,

i din feel anything from him...

after sometimes...

he suddely breath so hardly...

i tot his was crying hardly...

i ask him get down from my car nw...

i beg him..

pls...

get down from my car...

he jz din give me any respond...

i tot he pretend nt to...

bt...

sth badly happen...

suddely with a weak voice...

he sadi :''give me water''

i was so shocked...

he cant breath!!!!

i was so afraid tat time...

tears cuming out again from my eyes...

i reali so scare...

i scare i will loss him...

i scare he will leave me alone...

i scare everything at the moment...

i jz dun dare to imagine wat happen next...

i jz hugging him all the time...

n cried...

i reali scare........

when he feel better...

i can feel he aso hv the same feling with me...

he scared too....

he scared he will jz go .....

OMG!!

can u imagine tat....

u nearly...

goin to the end of the world!!!!

OMG!!!

i reali cant accpet...

he was shivering all the time...

he was afraid he wil gone...

at tat moment...

i stoned...

stoning there....

for so long....

everthing appear in my mind...

i cant reali think wat i'm actually try to think about...

i feel....

so....

i reali dunno hw to explain my feeling...

tat moment...

was so...

UNPREDITABLE!!!

i reali shocked...

obviously...

i scared i wil loss him anyway...

coz...

i love him so much..

seriously is from the bottom of my heart...

i dunno why...

couple is lik tat..

maybe...

all...

or...

eventually...

all...

babe...

pls dun leave me...

i reeali scare...

u jz go...

n leave me alone...

nw...

i realized...

u r reali important to me...

i noe u wish me...

to take into consideration...

u r my 1st...

nw...

i reali und....

i can confirm...

u r my 1st..

babe...

i reali love u...

T.T....

tough life is UMPREDITABLE...

bt u can change ur life...

tis is a truth!!!

MAY GOB BLESS YOU ALL!!!

especially...

my dear...

stay healthy owes...

take care...

muaksssss.............

back again==

2.30..
reach kl today..
it's a afternoon...

the life here..
is so meaningless..
tml nid to start skul...
bt my cousin is having holiday..
tml i nid to wake up alone...

haiz...
so sad...
T.T
anyway...
dun talk bout sad things...
talk bout the life when in hometown...
so nice...
i can sleep till so late...
the life there was so fun..
staying together with parents...
is so different..

hmmm...
i nt sure whether you all und me anot...
the feeling was so nice...
i miss my family...
miss the time there...
i hv a new hair cut...
back to original face...


hv a new hair...
means hv a new life here..
starting from now..
i need to study hard...
make sure i will get a gud result for my mum n dad...
for my whole family...
i cant let them down...
tis will embarassed me...
n my family too...

so i nid to work hard!!!!!
anastacia lim!!!!
u must do it!!!!

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!@@

combination 4th, 5th and 6th

4th~
today is thursday...
yesterday was so fun..
coz jz study for one lesson..
bt...
today..
haiz...
nid to study for...
ONE WHOLE DAY@@
damm sad
T.T

nvm...
i will go through it!!
i must be strong!!!!
arghhh!!!!

today is the last day for MMOT COURT...
actually...
our PLAN...
is lik tis...
me...anastacia...the security guard...
should hv a INTERESTING drama...
between the moot court...
so sad to say is...

NO TIME@@

haiz...
damm sad wei...==
anyway...
is was a nice ending for the L2 class...
tis the first year and the last year for all of us!!!

HOPE ALL OF US WILL APPRECIATE IT!!!

MAY GOD BLESS L2 ALL THE TIME!!

LOVE YOU ALL!!

FROM~

LOVELY ANASTACIA^^

5th~

today is friday...

day passes so fast...

almost the end of the week adi...

today...

we have THREE HOURS break one shot!!

so nice wei...

we hv our breakfast 1st...

then we plan to go sunway pyramid take pic!!

times passes so fast..

anyway..

seven of us hv a realy gud day in sunway pyramid luh...

we enjoy..

anyway..^^

6th~~

today is saturday...

i BACK!!!

so nice...

u cant und the feeling..

when u got back to ur hometown...

is a long 3 hours journey from KL to PERAK...

u cant imagine hw nice when u reach herre...

actually...

let me tel u the feeling...

is....

actually ...

UNEXPLAINABLE!!!!!!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA~~~

anyway...

today my family plan to hv a steamboat dinner...

nice wei...

mami n me n my little sister..sophia...

bought a lot FOODDDD~~

back from pasar...

p.s. long time din go adi...miss the smell there@@

haha...crazy rite??

anyway...

today goin to be a nice day for me...

haha^^

somemore holiday/...

one week orh...^^

damm nice wei...

I WILL ENJOY MY LIFE HERE!!!!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!@@

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!

ALELUYEA!!!

@@

hatred!!

today supposingly...
is a lovely day...
everythings is going so perfectly..
bt dunno why...

something happened between he and she...
haiz...
is so complicated sometimes...

she do not noe hw to express tat kind of feeling...
is reali UNEXPLAINABLE...

today...like usual..
she go to skul...
it was a lovely day as i mention above..
coz...
today we jz id to study for one hour class...

it's so nice!!!
after tat...
is our skul charity time...

she called him...
for dunno hw many times...
she aso nt sure...
bt he din pick up...
at last...
he seems in a blur situation...
pick up the PHONE...
and answer her...
in a blur situation saying tat he is AWAKE!!

actually...
she plan to have breakfast with him...
bt the plan cacncel at last...
coz she hv movie with her frends...

n he was goin out work at 9 sth...
obviously...==

usually...
he goin for work lik 10 sth...
maybe is she too sensetive...
she thinks a lot...

anyway...
things was nt well going after tat...
he and she din sms lots..
haiz...
till nw...
adi noon...
the things was nt well going too...

she try to give up...
give up keep explaining to him...
he keep saying is his fault making her became lik tis...
is his fault..
is his fault!!!

OMG!!!
is so annoying!!
normal people lik her cant reali take it..!!!

she adi told him...
nt ur fault...
somemore..
keep saying sorry....
she HATE sorry anway...

bt he jz cant stop saying it!!!

she jz cant do anything!!!
the thing tat she can do is...

NOT REPLY HIM!!!

when din reply him..
he said...
i noe u dun hv mood to chat with me...
i dun disturb u!!!

is FREEKING!!!!
ANNOYING!!!!
arghhhhhh~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant he jz dun say the similar thing to her anymore...

is nt his fault from the start!!!!

I HOPE WHEN HE READ TIS...
WILL UND HER!!!
WILL GET WAT ACTUALLY SHE WAN!!!!

she just wan u to acc her!!!
haiz...
later he will say...
i wan acc her...bt she dun wna lte me acc!!!

WORLD IS SO COMPLICATED@@
haiz...


AVRIL LAVIGINE-COMPLICATED@@

test...!!

arghhhh~!!!

today three things one slot...
moot court...
account test..
esl test..
haiz...

A lot things to do...
continue...
haiz..
damm sad luh...

anyway...

MAY GOD BLEE YOU!!

back@@

yesterday i reach KL...
it was raining...

my heart was bleeding...
coz..
i think of my MUM...
i miss her a lot...

before we "depart" from our house in PERAK...
my mum was staring and stoning in front of my car...

from her eyes..
i realized she was trying to cover her sadness...
i was nearly cry..
when looking at her...

eventually...
i can feel...
tat UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING...
in her HEART~!!

I MISS U!!!MUMMY!!!

another case was...
today...
i jz receive a BIG news...
my darling's mum..
is suspected having CANCER...

i was so shocked when i heard tis news...
actually i wan thinking to tell my frends in college...
bt...
i do not noe hw to open my mouth..
on spot...
i am thinking sth...
izit gud for me to spread tis news around...
is nt lik spreading la..
is jz wan to tel someone bout tis case..
bt...
at last..
i gave up..
i decided to keep tis secret...

my darling...
was so sad...
he..
duno wat to do ...
obviously...
if the person is me..
i aso dunno wat to do..
he was jz...
i aso dunno hw to describe the feeling..
i reali WOORY bout him..
be he jz keep teellin me...
nth wil happen de...
dun WOORY..!!

haiz...
he CRIED@@

i was SHOCKED!!

maybe he reali worry...
bt he jz dun wan to let me noe...
who else in tis world nt worry ath happen to a person tat u close to..
tat u love so much..
tat u care so much...

IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!!!

MAY GOD BLESS MY DARLING' MUM OWES!!!

brainless!!

i miss u...
u cant get me??
y u so dumb??

can u be smart abit??
erali stupid la u...!!
i hate u so much!!!
reali hate u!!!

i jz wan u go home..
n acc me...
tis simple instruction..
u cant und??!!!

i reali upsad...
reali dissapointed...
reali!!!!
i dunno hw to express my feeling adi..
i feel damm sad...!!!
i jz wan u to acc me..
jz wan u go home..
online n acc me...
y cant u jz go home...
i wan u...
do u und??
do u UND??!!!!

i miss u a lot....
reali a lot...

darling...
do u und me???
do u noe wat i want ...

i hope u noe...
T.T......

new spec^^

dreaming...
dreaming...
dreaming...

AGAIN!!!

i dunno y...
keep dreaming all the time...
haha..
maybe...
i was born to BE dream..

hahahahahahahaha...
juz joking..

anyway...
later goin to make a new spec...
A cute spec...^^

BEFORE...


damm nerd rite??
anyway...
is the same with my darling...

IMAGE ONE@@


IMAGE TWO@@


is the same...^^

damm nice rite??
I LOVE TIS SPEC SO MUCH...
bt my daddy say...
it was too big...
the lens is so big...
i mean for normal people la..
maybe it's reali BIG~@@
anyway...
i like it a lot...^^


love you orh...
darling...
miss you...
muaksss~~!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU~

home sweet home^^

damm nice...
back to hometown adi...

3 weeks...
at last...
i reach home safely...

miss my bed...
a lot...
anyway,...
today was a nice day for me...

be at home...
the feeling reali different...

nt like staying outside...
i mean KL ...
life is so rush...
so stress...
so fast...

hometown...
the feeling totally different...
so peace..
so calm...
so sweet...

everything was so slow...

PEACE~~

wow....~~
lying on my bed..
tat kind of feeling....

is so...

unexplainable....
can describe as...
flying in the sky...
^^

anyway...
is reali gud when go back to hometown...
everyone should appreciate when ur family are with u...
take care of them...
love them...
owesmcontact with them...

MAY GOD BLESS YOU~~

bad luck!!

it was a bad day...
haiz...
today i met a accident...
stupid fellow...
a stupid car langgar me...
becos of the other car langgar tat stupid fellow car...
damm stupid la!!!
make my mood all gone adi...
damm frustrated la!!!!
asshole!!!!
f!!!!

somemore jz nw...
water split all over my car..
my car get wet...
hnn!!!
damm angry la...

haiz...
reali bad luck...
tml nid to go repair somemore...
luckily the fellow tat langgar my car...
willingly to pay me..
iif nt i reali will will will!!hate the fellow damm much!!
n hate KL a lot!!
hnn!!!asshole~!!!

FRUSTRATED LA!!!!ANGRY!!

arghhhhhh~~!!!!

bz-ing

i din write blog for 3 days adi...
is lik...
so LONGGGGG~~ time adi...==

anyway...
i was so bz preparing for the moot court thingy...
haiz..
keep changing all the time...
coz the witness statement nt suit with each other..
I be the wan who SACRIFY myself to correct it...
sound so PROUD!!

anyway...
everyone was bz-ing...
for the moot court...
somemore tml is our ER test!!!
damm sucks wei!!
i din touch at all...
the SR adi dead..
somemore tml is the ER...
haiz....
life f***ing boring wei...

today...
in skul..
sth happpen...
1st...
my lovely frend cried..
actually..
i dunno wat is going on..
i was jus to ask her some question during LAN class...
then suddenly..
her tears cuming out...
I was SHOCKED!!!

i ask her...
wat happen to u??!!
r u ok??
she said she was so stress adi...
WHY everyone cant just follow A simple INSTRUTIONS??!!!

yea...
my lovely frend...
i und u...
dun worry...
jz cried out...
i will support u owes...
dun worry...^^

2nd...
account teacher saying that our skul...
TAYLOR COLLEGE, MAIN CAMPUS IN SUBANG JAYA...
one fellow from E class...
maybe march intake...
nt sure bout it...=p

he kena the recently sickness...
H1N1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG~~!!!
WE WERE SO SHOCKED....
coz is lik...
actually hoping lik someone kena then the skul will close for weeks...
bt nw...
the feeling was so diffrent...
everyone was shocked...
bt...
the funny part is...
we also can continue study and concentrating in class...==
weird....==

anyway...
everyone shuld take care..
drink a lot water...
dun go out oftenly...
wash ur hand....
make sure u r clean....
tis will help to avoid the terrible sickness!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU~!!

1st day of the 8th month...

01/08/09

i wake up quite early today...
i mean for weekend...
^^
not normal day...

i wake up at 8.08am...
then sleep again till 9 sth..
watch movie...
go out hv breakfast with my cousin...

is a wonderful morning today...
quite hapi coz later goin with him...
out plan=watch movie...
^^

quite nice goin out with him...
but...
unfortunately...
sth happen...
sth bout money...
haiz...
A truth is...

"NO MAN CAN LIVE WITHOUT MONEY"

without money...
u can't do things tat u wish to do..

without money..
u can't buy things tat u wan to...

without money...
everything is inperfect...
haiz.........

this teory...
everyone will agree with me...
i mean for those ppl who realitisk enuf to agree with me...

for me...
no money no talk...

p.s. maybe when i grow up tat time...
will be more concern bout tis problem la...

nw...
nt reali...

he owes stress and frustrated bout MONEY...
he dun lik the way tat he had nw...
he wan to change it...
to the way tat he wan to...

the life he wanted to hv all the time
`music
`design...

bt...
he jz can't hv it nw...

seriously...
as A part of his life...
i can't give any help to him..
i feel quite sad sometime...
i wish i can help him..
i wish i be with him all the time...

i wish........
A lot things....
bt...
NOW....
i can't do it for him...
T.T

today...
nt reali in a gud process...
i mean...
we din talk much...
like normal time...

less conversation between us...
less communication between us...

anyway...
we still hv a nice movie...
quite enjoy...

with him is the best time...
tat i ever have...
cos i wan alone in kl...
studying in TAYLOR...

p.s. except my relatives =p

i miss my family...
when i was alone...

nvm...
everything will be fine...
soon...
left few months to go...
i will be FREE...!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!