Saturday, September 17, 2011

I miss my long hair :X

As my mum wish, I CUT MY HAIR :X
into shoulder length ! OMG! :X I miss my long hair so so so so so much! please let it grow faster!
My face look rounder man without the long hair covered :X T.T
THIS IS NOT A GOOD SIGN AT ALL T.T
I've turn into a STUDENT LOOK lady :X
Where's my sexy look ?LOL! *hiao*
Thanks to the wild girl, Karyn's friend, said that, I look like a model :D What a big step of praising man! Thank you so much :D 
AND YES, I must continue my slimming progress, in order to have a nice body and nice face,without the hair covered :X ROFL! To have a nice face shape, which suits all kind of hair style :D *wink* ♥ ♥
THANKS AGAIN, to those who seen my result :D *not to show off* BUT, I am so happy for it:D
For the beloved one, I will really take care my body and health although I'm so into slimming right now :D I promise *wink* ♥ ♥
This gotna be a real short post as the main point, MY HAIR :X
SHALL WAIT FOR THE HAIR TO GROW :D *please be fast* :X
Long hair T.T
AND HERE, THE SHORT SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR :D ♥ ♥
I hope it looks nice on me :X
After saloon :X

STAY TUNES FOR MORE UPDATES :D
HERE, UK~
I coming :D


OMG! NERVOUS MAX :X



God bless me please :D



anazzz

Say Good-bye


A really sad path to move on after the DAYS LEFT ! God please bless me, need strength to conquer! ARGHHH !And yea, LAST goodbye to beloved friends, and also the precious one:D ♥ ♥ Thanks for giving me such memorable day & night :D *wink*
Moving down to thee city, except collecting my visa, plans ON with the Ampang-legs :D The most significant night we had, ZOUK, party-till-you-drop! WOOTX! An awesome night indeed. Pictures uploaded later on :) Adding on, meet up with siblings will be the other memorable outing I had before I leave this country :D *MIXED FEELING* really can't take it ! BUT, I must try my real best to stay strong, stay calm, stay positive :D
Chilling out with siblings, JongChyang & YeeTyng ♥ ♥ The two precious persons in my life:) We spent most of OUR time together, quarrel do occurred sometimes, however bonds between stay strong still I DO LOVE YOU BOTH  from the bottom of my heart, deepest as well :) In order to save the length of my blog, I did combine those pictures taken :D *weee~* We spent our day in Sunway Pyramid :) Shopping, chilling out :)AWWWW~ best combination EVER! Full-house, last lunch with siblings :( A precious one indeed, since brother's busy with his study, and so my lil' sister :S
I really appreciate the moment we spent and YES, I mean it! :D

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Spent my LAST 2011, Tanglung festival with two other siblings as well Sophia & Joen :) Appreciate, treasure and cherish the moment we spend! Off course, my beloved parents as well :) ♥ ♥ LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!! :D
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Awesome time with family, but yet, still can't cure the "homesick" disease I gotna have so soon when I reach UK :( *cry out loud* Previous blog, I've shared my testimonial about my feeling towards my family, so not gotna repeat all over again here :D It makes my tears... ARGHH! Hope you guys do understand that :D ♥ ♥

Back to the part where I spend with the gang :D *wink* Had an awesome  movie outing with the love one, Tuesday night :) Something bad happened on that day, and my tears burst out after all :X A joke turns out to be, terrible incident T.T Gave me a real big lesson :D A significant apology given to Mr.Dicky, sorry for everything, every mistakes I've made. Thanks for giving me such! And I will definitely take it as granted :D I LOVE YOU :D and also the to gangs, I PROMISE I WON'T do that again, I can't take this, too weak in controlling my tears-system, LOL! Thanks for the understanding and toleration :) *appreciate* Everything back to normal after the long-explanation on phone, Nasi-Lemak 2.0 with the love one, Mr.Dicky after that :D Epic night indeed *rofl*
Shopping session &Yumcha session with the gang :D Seriously, so hard to describe the feeling using WORDS man! :X Squeezing out the words by holding the tears! I HATE THIS FEELING :X T.T I really dislike leaving, I wish I could stay back and everything will be happy and after :'(
HOWEVER, everyone does have their own life to move on :) STAY STRONG, STAY POSITIVE will do :) And I believe, God will always stay in between us, not letting us fall down so easily :D Is real hard to control own feeling, but at least give a try :D
And THE ONLY WAY, not letting others to cry for your leaving, I must NOT cry :D *learning* Is just another path which I moving on to, and yes, I will be back real soon :D *wink*
To the people I care, please DO STAY strong :) Leaving is just the only part,we shall move on with our life :D All the best to you guys, neither working or studying :D We AZA AZA together yea :D ♥ ♥
Shuuuuuu Shuuuuu~ those sorrow feelings ! Let the angel beat the evil which make us cry, make us weak! We must stay strong :D Thoughts and feeling, really hard to stop anytime or anywhere, but yet, we can fill it with wonderful moments :D Pictures, ZOUK KL :D *wink*
Erica 
Elaine 
Nicholas, my precious student 
Karyn, the wild cat 
Pinky 
Ken 
Emily 
Dicky ♥ 
Love you ! 
WONDER WHY, pictures taken with ah boi couldn't upload here :( T_T
You guys can check it out on Erica blog or facebook yea :D The precious and most significant people join the night :D
One word to describe,
AWESOME, AWESOME, AWESOME :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Supposedly, the gang plan to have a farewell party with me, and gave me a surprise, due to the incident happened, plan changes :X Present given by Mr.Dicky A ring, and I love it so much! The original plan, "marry me" LOL! Awwww~ I feel real touch for the stuff you guys did :D Appreciate really much! xoxo ♥ ♥ Plan changed, and other side, I gave an idea celebrating Pinky's birthday in the club :D AND YEAHHH~ MY PLAN SUCCEED! Wulala~She cried :D *hugss* Sorry for that baby :) I know, you love this surprise so much :D #Special thanks to Emily for the cupcakes, Ken and Nicholas for the carrier of thee cakes, Erica the camera-girl ♥ ♥# And also others, who celebrate this awesome bash together :D *THUMBS UP*
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Emily & Ken 
I love you 
I WILL MISS YOU, siao po :D LOL! and I will retain this friendship till no end:D Love you always, and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) LAST 2011 birthday bash I shall have in Malaysia :D ♥ ♥
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LOVE ALL PICTURES, edited by Anastasia, the girl who so bored after reached home, travel from K.L :x HAHA! LOL *wink* others will upload as well :D
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Plan changed : Mr.Dicky and the gang gave me a surprise:D "dvd" :D Emily asked me watch after I reached UK :X Luckily, I DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM :S I guess,if I watch at UK, I will be in a real dilemma situation, DEHYDRATED -.- Anyway, thank you so much peeps! You guys really sweet, and for sure I will keep those memories in my heart and also my brain with the mind :D LOL! *kinda sot 9 jor* HAHA!XD *blerkkkk*
#DVD given by the beloved one :D Special thanks to Dicky, Pinky, Emily, Erica, Ken, Nicholas, Ivan, Reid :D Tears dropping after watching :'( My thoughts, been proposed on previous post :D Not gotna make my tears drop again , dearest.. I love you all and sure gotna miss you all once I reach there :S The songs compliment with the slide show, OMG! Make me superb emotional man! I cried at the end of the show, too naif to hold the tears in between, at the end, BURST :X
Glad to know you guys, not coming to airport, for sure, I can't hold it anymore, when the time arrive. I will keep the last moment in the memory box and store it forever :D
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"Friends as it were, a second self"
"Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship", and I do believe, we will turns this into a real lasting story in life :D *wink*

# A ring given by the love and most precious one, Mr.Dicky Thank you so much PROVIDING me so much MEMORIES, and you have become the part of my life :D I shall maintain this relationship Faith, Hope and Trust stay still in both :) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY! ♥ ♥
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THANKS FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH :D And all I can say to you guys, AGAIN, Thank you! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I do not want to speak so much of my thoughts here, as I know I couldn't hold my tears :/ Is a real tough circumstance for me, SORRY peeps ! :'(
ALL I CAN SAY, I WILL MISS YOU GUYS REALLY REALLY LOT!
And yes, To: Erica, WE WILL MEET REAL SOON ! Time passes so fast, one year, and I will be back, with a success smiling face :D God will always bless you guys, and listen to my prayers , granted the best of life for you guys :) ♥ ♥

STUDY HARD FOR THOSE WHO STUDYING :)
WORK HARD FOR THOSE WHO WORKING :)

Stay tune for the latest updates :D
To all the people I care outside,
my family, friends and the man I love TAKE CARE YOURSELF! All the best :D 

I LOVE YOU ALL :D xoxo


anazzz 

Monday, September 12, 2011

Four-equals ♥

HELLO PEEPS :D
Awwwww, 12/9 today, and time fliess real fast especially when you flying soon to other country :X Mixed feeling, really hard to describe in words :( ARGHH! not gotna go into those saddest part, and begin with a lovely pic :) with my mum ♥ ♥ Sunday tone ON with such lovely picture :) *wink*
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We went mass early 9 am, and met aunty Joanne with her pretty daughter,Michelle :) Have a real short chat before enter thee church:) After the mass, my family and I, which consists of the papa,mama, two sisters and me :D We planned to travel down town, Ipoh for some shopping :) An awesome family outing indeed:) *weeee~*
Let's begin with pictures taken during the breakie time :D
Papa was real hungry as he waited for us after church's mass 

After all we heading down to Ipoh, went to Kinta City, Jusco :) And yet, we did some shopping :) Sophia' sis gotna check it out the price of electric guitar, since she started the lesson for 2 months plus, and gotna get own guitar in order to get some practice at home :D
For my case, I do check it out the price for cameras :D semi powershot-camera needed :)
Too many choices btw, at the end I can't make out any decision yet :X Gotna check it out at the city soon once I travel down :D *wink*
I did bought some lovely design stocking at sox world:D And after all, we had yong tou-fu as our lunch :D but papa did add on some other dishes as well :D Here goes the picture :D ♥ ♥
Fattening max, but ONLY for once :D 
Papa's order :D
Sista's rocks 
After lunch, we got some walk in the mall, and then heading back to Sri Manjung :) Before that, papa went to his office and get my parcel, the flight ticket :D So yea, my Sunday with family passed with laughter and full or warmest memories :) 
Thanks for giving me such memories, sad to say that both my K.L. habitat siblings can't join us at all :( ALL THE BEST for your studies yea !!
Jie will support you both from the deepest of my heart and off cos God will bless you both and get through this with flying colors :D ♥ ♥

Family, the most important members in my life :) I love you all so much, although we do have quarrel sometimes, but yea, nothing gotna break the bonds in between! We build this with our own hand with the combination love, care, responsibility, honesty, trust, faith in between:) I believe, undoubtedly, for everyone outside, family stay first and never change ever :D ♥ ♥
This is what planted in my heart and mind as well :)
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH and yea, is time for me to turn this into memories, a good one indeed when i proceed my path to thee country :)
*cry out sob-ly*

MISSING YOU GUYS SO MUCH :( T.T
God will always stay with, along with my prayers as well :D
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 p.s. looking pale recently, body getting weaker! gotna exercise more buck up my metabolism rate~!!
AZA AZA !! :D 
ADDING ON, I gotna grab a new spec :D This is kinda funny, only display form on my face :D
Turning hype, a good sign to join Mr.Dicky's culture :D LOL !! This is specially for you, Mr.Dicky :D
Look pale after the blood test :X Kinda weird look with this hair style :X
I wonder should I grab this :X Loving the style which match with the precious one :D  

More updates coming out soon! 
Stay Tune peeps ! :D
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xoxo



anazz

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Countable DAYS left :x

Time flies, blinking eyes in one life :/
Is time to step outward to thee future with different eyesight, experiencing different culture, different living style, different aroma, weather, human, colors of thee sky :0
I am so not into this such circumstance, the saddest of Goodbye :( I hate saying goodbye especially to my dearest in LIFE ♥ ♥
However, is time to let go, but in a positive way :) In other sense that, putting down memories in Malaysia, leaving here with the combination of excitement & looking forward, towards the outside world. :D
Tears eventually drop without forcing it, this is the nature behavior of human. Human nature indeed. HAH! Off course, I am sad, I am sorrow, I am help-less in the sense that I shall leave this country where I was born, grow, learn.

Figure, arrange the feelings in such, I shall be really thankful having such good opportunity, proceed my study to UK. Thanks, for giving me wonderful,golden chance, by my parents, without their support in many aspects, I guess is really hard for me to walk thee road chosen till now. I appreciate my family so much from the deepest of my heart I LOVE YOU !! God will always be with my family, as this is what I pray and wish all the time, and I do believe, God will always listen to my prayer, and granted my family the best of their life :) Adding on, I would eventually not letting down those who looking up on me so deeply, so highly in other word, not only my family, and also those who always stay with me, my friends, the precious man :D ♥ ♥ Thanks for you guys support :D

Bear in mind, this is what I always keep in my own mind, but do share with peers :D
Appreciate, Cherish, Treasure, what you own now:) Forget the past,freeze, store those into a memory box which turns then into dream. Moving forward, walking towards thee path, which granted you the best in your future. Turning backward is just a deep mistake , not ever written in one path. The road not taken, poem which remind me about the future, the road which I have chosen now, I shall really do my best to achieve the amazed result :) With flying colors indeed, this will then determined throughout the hard works one've made in their study life :) The only wish which then eventually turns into my aim , the most precious and significant objective in my life, I needa study hard for my bachelor:) Grant a real good result and make my parents proud and also to my own lighten future:) ♥ 

Obviously, I miss my family, friends, the one once I get myself there:) But, I will change this childish thinking of mine, in order to let myself not to fall down easily :( Stay strong, stay calm, stay positive, is what one suppose to do, when the weakness has started to merge out, beating down the strongest side of one. Think positively, stay happy, things will changed undoubtedly. :D
Take it as a challenge and do the best :) Be oneself, without intimate others, would be the best to stay on with one smile :D


Thanks for everything given :D and I shall remember the memories I've in Malaysia, will be back soon :D Waiting for the new me and the one who granted the success of her life! *wink*

I will keep everything up , change the narrow mindset :) Forgive those who sins, betrayed :) And I do believe, God will always be my side, guide me and lead me to the correct way . Thank you,Lord !! And for sure, not only my academic, my physically appearance, I shall achieve the target as well! ONCE AGAIN, appreciate those who seen my result and those praising :D I am so happy to heard that,*girls do like that* but, off course, I will keep it up:D 
AZA AZA!!! ♥ ♥

Fight for my STUDIES, BODY :D In future, my CAREER !! God bless me :D


And also special thanks to those who really stay by me, when I'm in the corner of darkness!
God will bless you all, and you guys do know urself well :D xoxo

Missing you guys will be the biggest part of my life when I reach thee country :D I MISS YOU ALL, daddy, mummy, siblings, grandparents, cousies, relatives, friends :D
And also to the precious one I miss you so much! and yet, hold the faith, hold the hope in between, I believe and I trust, there's a RESULT if we try hard, really hard from the deppest of our heart! LOVE YOU, Mr.Dicky ! May God bless you, in your studies, and also your future interested career !


Mixing feelings! Keep on RAWR!!  

THANK YOU SO MUCH !!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL :D
And I guess, no updates soon, till I get to thee country, or maybe if I am free, updates will come around:)
More updates coming soon, peeps! ♥ ♥


Stay tune!!




xoxo





anazzz