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Time flies, blinking eyes in one life :/
Is time to step outward to thee future with different eyesight, experiencing different culture, different living style, different aroma, weather, human, colors of thee sky :0
I am so not into this such circumstance, the saddest of Goodbye :( I hate saying goodbye especially to my dearest in LIFE ♥ ♥
However, is time to let go, but in a positive way :) In other sense that, putting down memories in Malaysia, leaving here with the combination of excitement & looking forward, towards the outside world. :D
Tears eventually drop without forcing it, this is the nature behavior of human. Human nature indeed. HAH! Off course, I am sad, I am sorrow, I am help-less in the sense that I shall leave this country where I was born, grow, learn.

Figure, arrange the feelings in such, I shall be really thankful having such good opportunity, proceed my study to UK. Thanks, for giving me wonderful,golden chance, by my parents, without their support in many aspects, I guess is really hard for me to walk thee road chosen till now. I appreciate my family so much from the deepest of my heart I LOVE YOU !! God will always be with my family, as this is what I pray and wish all the time, and I do believe, God will always listen to my prayer, and granted my family the best of their life :) Adding on, I would eventually not letting down those who looking up on me so deeply, so highly in other word, not only my family, and also those who always stay with me, my friends, the precious man :D ♥ ♥ Thanks for you guys support :D

Bear in mind, this is what I always keep in my own mind, but do share with peers :D
Appreciate, Cherish, Treasure, what you own now:) Forget the past,freeze, store those into a memory box which turns then into dream. Moving forward, walking towards thee path, which granted you the best in your future. Turning backward is just a deep mistake , not ever written in one path. The road not taken, poem which remind me about the future, the road which I have chosen now, I shall really do my best to achieve the amazed result :) With flying colors indeed, this will then determined throughout the hard works one've made in their study life :) The only wish which then eventually turns into my aim , the most precious and significant objective in my life, I needa study hard for my bachelor:) Grant a real good result and make my parents proud and also to my own lighten future:) ♥ 

Obviously, I miss my family, friends, the one once I get myself there:) But, I will change this childish thinking of mine, in order to let myself not to fall down easily :( Stay strong, stay calm, stay positive, is what one suppose to do, when the weakness has started to merge out, beating down the strongest side of one. Think positively, stay happy, things will changed undoubtedly. :D
Take it as a challenge and do the best :) Be oneself, without intimate others, would be the best to stay on with one smile :D ♥


Thanks for everything given :D and I shall remember the memories I've in Malaysia, will be back soon :D ♥ Waiting for the new me and the one who granted the success of her life! *wink*

I will keep everything up , change the narrow mindset :) Forgive those who sins, betrayed :) And I do believe, God will always be my side, guide me and lead me to the correct way . Thank you,Lord ♥!! And for sure, not only my academic, my physically appearance, I shall achieve the target as well! ONCE AGAIN, appreciate those who seen my result and those praising :D I am so happy to heard that,*girls do like that* but, off course, I will keep it up:D 
AZA AZA!!! ♥ ♥

Fight for my STUDIES, BODY :D In future, my CAREER !! God bless me :D


And also special thanks to those who really stay by me, when I'm in the corner of darkness! ♥
God will bless you all, and you guys do know urself well :D xoxo ♥

Missing you guys will be the biggest part of my life when I reach thee country :D I MISS YOU ALL, daddy, mummy, siblings, grandparents, cousies, relatives, friends :D ♥
And also to the precious one ♥ I miss you so much! and yet, hold the faith, hold the hope in between, I believe and I trust, there's a RESULT if we try hard, really hard from the deppest of our heart! LOVE YOU, Mr.Dicky ♥ ! May God bless you, in your studies, and also your future interested career ! ♥

Mixing feelings! Keep on RAWR!! ♥ 

THANK YOU SO MUCH !!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL :D
And I guess, no updates soon, till I get to thee country, or maybe if I am free, updates will come around:)
More updates coming soon, peeps! ♥ ♥


Stay tune!!




xoxo





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