I NEED A LONG REST!

For Christ Sake, I need a f'cking long rest now on! URGHHH!
too much stuff to do and worry bout :(
God please lead me! and listen to my prayer.
I need You to be with me all the time , I am too weak to stay alone for SUCH situation I having now.
Tomorrow, the judgment day :S Superb not in the mood! I hope everything goes smoothly till the time I fly to thee country :D *Bless me please, God* ! ARGHHHH!
I pray for my path, I pray for my family, I pray for my friends as well, and also the love one :)
Please grant them and bless them in such, do not let them in fear and lead them out from the darkness side of thee life :)

Adding on, I gotna put MORE MORE MORE effort on my diet plan! Kinda loosen off! This is NOT a good sign at all! I've seen the result, and yet I 'm still not satisfy with it! *And yea, I do believe girls won't satisfy on what they've seen with their eyes* zipppppp !
I need a perfect body shape, and also a healthy one as well :D *PRAY*
Due to the genetic sickness I granted from my families, I need to live in a better lifestyle rather than slacking myself in bunch of rubbish environment such as, eating disorder, lots of snacks and etc (which I DO NOT DARE TO TOUCH AT ALL) for like months plusss ! I do miss them sometimes, but yea, SELF CONTROL is a MUST in my diet plan! :D * AZA AZA * !!! Do not jealous others with such result, determination and self discipline, the key word to succeed.*wink*

Obviously, I gotna keep all this up! PLUS, I hope I get my CAS asap and settle my VISA, FLIGHT TICKET and also the ACCOM :((((( PLEASEEE, GOD, LET ME GO THROUGH THIS ! I pray, listen to my voice Lord ! :(

Not a good ending of the month of August, everything stuck and messed up! And yea, shall let my mind cool down and think positively :D

Live to the fullest :) Everything happens for reasons, and I do believe the truth behind. The hardest part would be finding out the reasons hiding !
And yet,  staying calm and be happy all the time will lead us to the answer :)

Hope you guys do stay happy and pertain a wonderful life :D
I shall get some rest now and GOOD NIGHT peeps ! :D

Stay tune for more updates :D
I hope I can update more posts, if the time allow me to do so :S
I will try my real best to arrange my time and update the precious one-s ! xo



May God bless you all ! :D



xoxo




anazzz